Kevin Pretty Bear

Beyond the Bottom of the Bunny Hole (Don’t Freak Out!)

This text is something I wrote to a friend of mine, a fellow explorer of bunny holes: If it's any comfort to you, I understand your perspective 100%, as one magician to another. (Referring to "The Magus by John Fowles"). Frankly, most people who hit the bottom of the bunny hole consider suicide at the point of 99% realization. It used to be, you had to do what I did, and to take "Kundalini Yoga" all the way to get that depressed.. as "Kundalini Yoga" is the art of purposely feeding "illusion", until nothing else exists.. the goal being to see what remains besides "illusion". I see you know the…
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“The Magus” by John Fowles

This is my favorite thing ever written by a human being: THE PRINCE AND THE MAGICIAN from The Magus by John Fowles "Once upon a time there was a young prince, who believed in all things but three. He did not believe in princesses, he did not believe in islands, he did not believe in God. His father, the king, told him that such things did not exist. As there were no princesses or islands in his father's domaines, and no sign of God, the young prince believed his father. But then, one day, the prince ran away from his palace. He came to the next land. There, to his…
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Organic Beings came First

This post is a response to this ATS Post: The War on your Minds Have you ever pondered that it's not a "war on our minds" at all, but rather that some people "go looking for trouble" with their minds and find it? It's a well-known thing in various esoteric circles, that many 'spirits' or 'daemons' (the original concept, not the christianized delusion) that in fact, it is humans who corrupt the 'spirits' not vice versa. Now I'm basically retired from this sort of thing, but my 50 some years experience researching/living on the edges of this subject tells me that humans generally have it 100% backwards. That in fact…
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Arguing about UFOs Inside One Grain of Sand is Silly!

Discussing nuts and bolts UFOs and artifacts is like squabbling over 1 hypothetical grain of sand, never seen, while ignoring the entire rest of the Earth's mass. References: [url=http://www.space.com/11642-dark-matter-dark-energy-4-percent-universe-panek.html]The Universe is only 4% "Normal Matter"[/url] [url=http://www.plasma-universe.com/99.999%25_plasma]99.999% of Normal Matter is Plasma[/url] That comes out to .0004 * .00001 or 0.000000004 of the Universe (4 x 10-9) which MIGHT be the domain of "nuts and bolts UFOs and artifacts. By simple math, it is shown, that humans basically live in a cosmic shoe box compared to the "main real universe", which could well be crawling with non-material civilizations. But this 99.9999996% of the universe is seldom if ever discussed.  
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Quantum Cognition and “UFOs”

Synopsis It appears that stable states of quantum entanglement may persist in the human nervous system for up to one day. If this is true, it may be a major component of a real answer to the puzzling so-called "metaphysical" and "UFO conundrums". Reference Quantum Cognition "Quantum Cognition: The possibility of processing with nuclear spins in the brain Matthew P. A. Fisher1 1Department of Physics, University of California, Santa Barbara, CA 93106 (Dated: September 1, 2015) The possibility that quantum processing with nuclear spins might be operative in the brain is explored. Phosphorus is identified as the unique biological element with a nuclear spin that can serve as a qubit…
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Why does “God” (and UFOs, etc.) Want us to be Afraid all the Time?

For reference, this other post: Why does God want us to be Horny all the Time is similar in some details, but this post mentions another important note or two, so it deserves a bit of separate treatment. So what happens when you become afraid? Well your Adrenal Glands release cortisol. Cortisol is also a cholesterol-based hormone, which is capable of crossing the Blood Brain Barrier. Now let's start with what I inferred in the other post, that perhaps "something" has the ability to attach to hormones in the lower body and then is able to "hitch a ride" to the brain. It certainly seems like "life" conspires to keep us all permanently horny and afraid;…
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My “Right Hemisphere” is Nagging Me about Itself

I've been humoring 'it' and taken a break from typical research, and have rather been dong some exercises to strengthen the non-verbal parts of my 'self'. The whole topic of hemispheric dominance is one of 'those' topics; fraught with a mix of pseudo-science and actual opportunities for research. For example, there is no question that both brain hemispheres are both operating at all times in a normal, healthy person; that to say "this hemisphere only does this" and "that hemisphere only does that" is likely inappropriate. On the other hand, apparently something very interesting happened to the brain during the Neolithic Era that we have yet to come to grips with. Now…
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Why does “God” Want us to be Horny all the Time?

This is one of my favorite and most revealing questions of all time, that and the brother question of "Why does "God" want us to be afraid all the time". Of course the government and media and all sorts of people want us to be afraid, disempowered sheeple for a whole host of reasons, but that's another post or five. Now what first got me thinking about this all those long years ago, was the related question of why various religions (Christianity (in the form of Catholicism & "Paul of Tarsus), various other Abrahamic faith off-shoots and a whole bunch of other religions and spiritual systems (even Yoga) want us…
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Fleets of Giant Space Ships!

The reason that these 'giant ships' act like they have no mass is.. drum roll... they have no mass. Not 'traditional mass' in any case. Once this simple (obvious) mental leap is made, then dozens of incongruities and paradoxes fall to the wayside. But of course that dashes the little green men flying to Earth for untold thousands of years to anal probe us and otherwise torture us (and never let themselves be caught) and that's no fun. Humans want their little anal probers to be genuine! Hum. Do any other 'critters' try not to be caught or to hide their true form in mythology? Let's see... well pretty much…
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15 Years of Writers Block

There was a time some 15 years ago, that the words spilled out of me endlessly. I wrote three different book manuscripts in under a year. This was while I was still undergoing the strange transformation that I will write about in some depth as the years pass. The problem with all this super writing ability however, was that I was still to a great extent deluded by the process; I was infested with various societal memes about the process and I knew it. So some internal limiter was preventing me from disseminating the material; after writing those three books I destroyed the manuscripts and here I am, just on…
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